I can't find the energy to blog about outfits, and moving, and decorating our new home or any of that right now.
My grammy passed away this weekend and my other grandmother will be following shortly. It's hitting me so much harder than I thought it would. I can't wrap my head around the fact that I won't see my grandmothers again. When I think about being pregnant again (I'm not) and Not having my grammy call me after Ever OB appointment? I lose it. When I think about the fact that I wont ever get a big, warm, comforting hug again? I almost can't breathe. I can't even begin to imagine family get togethers without the heart of our family there. I can't.
So for now, I'm trying to keep busy and get as much cuddle time in with my little man. Because it's the only think keeping me going right now.